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30th August 2010
( how many days? ;) )
happy <333

So~
I'll be in Korea (and Greece) starting Monday and wanted to say goodbye!
I won't post here on livejournal, but made a blog especially for Korea. Anyone who wants the url, just ask ;) This blog will be German ^^ i'm sorry~

SO~ see ya in october ^^
will miss ya~
*kisses*

honestly i still don't get it xD i mean?... to much KFC? xDDD

the concert was awesome! i really dunno what to say!
i have a few dreams i really want to reach in my life.
i know that some won't come true, but well... this year is/was a lucky one for me ^^
i neverneverneverEVER thought i really would meet/see gackt live.
i mean... it's gackt! i NEVER believed that he'll come to germany or near germany for a concert.
but he did.
and he did make me veryvery happy~

everything went smoothly
the atmosephere was great
and the people were not as annoying and freaky as i thought they would be
and~ he sang some old songs i knew xD haha
3rd row infront of chacha~ perfect place. got even free shower from cha~ xD

and gackt was a god
his band is amazing!
i'm still a bit dazzled xD

the music was great
and gackts voice is flawless!
i mean, how could he sing and scream for 2hours and not be very hoarse after that?
he is a god. i swear he is! xDDD
<333
and beautiful! i mean... WOW! this man is 36 and wuaaa! just look at him
and daaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn he is sooooo smexy xD hehe
he took off (or better ripped off) his shirt and oh~ my~ god~ "sex-auf-zwei-beinen" xDDD
he danced kinda weird but wua that was hot too xD haha~
he is an absolut psychofreak! xD i mean, what was that that he did with his eyes all the time? xDDD but i loved it. i really did xD

AND for the first time in my life i caught sth they threw in the audience *o*
i caught one of Chacha's picks *o*~ HAPPY~~~
well i caught more, but the bitches around be did snatch the other thing out of my hand u,u i had 2 picks and a waterbottle...
and the one pick i have... well i didn't caught it directly... it flew into my décolleté xD bwuahaha (and the bitch who snached away my bottle tried to grab my Top and well touch my boobs??? freak!)

all in all it was a veryveryvery great night~ i'm in love with gackt again xD haha
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand ALL the trains had delay on the way back home (between 60and130mins!!!) i lucky me~ there was only ONE suburban train who left at time~ and it was mine back to essen~ bwuaha~
could a day be better?? ^.^

(ah well yes, honestly i am deadly in pain. some freaky insect did bite me and holy shxx that hurts! the thign is about the size of a saucer x.x and still growing... i can't even walk properly x.x 힝)

but i'm still happy~ ^.^
now i have to study again... bah...

ah btw i'll add pics later ^^ hehe~

edit:
he called us all the time his brothers and sisters... hs family!
but asked us if we wanna fuxx him...
i mean... eh? xD incest or what? xDDD

i'm just back from gackts live concert in bochum~

this.man.is.a.god! i swear! xD

i'm toooo tired to think right now, will tell u tomorrow what happend~


btw. as soon as i got to essen i heard about the incidents in duisburg on the loveparade
it's horrible! how can such a thing happend??? my condolences to the families...

grausam, einfach grausam...
mir fehlen die worte...

http://magazine.web.de/de/themen/nachrichten/panorama/10811958-Amputationen-ohne-Narkose.html

no~ i'm not insane :P
it's our new years eve ^^

welcome to 1389 hehe~

i wish u all the best!

hello everyone...

my name is tari, i'm 21 and i'm an addict...
i live with this burden for some years now
and... there seems to be no help for me.
somtimes i don't know how to get along with this problem... it influences my whole day... it follows me everyway... everyday and everynight

i know, that there are many who have the same addiction

an addiction to ( ... )

... i'm sorry for that :PPPPP ㅋㅋㅋ
i'm absolutly bored right now! i can't really move because of some malfunction of my back... aigoya u,u

니 말이 달 달 달콤해서...

...
내 가슴 아파 아파 아픈 걸 알면서도
자꾸만 반복되는 걸...

beautiful, isn't it?